Can you tell how much I love my day today? It's cold, rainy, and a hat day. I love hats. I wish my hot chocolate was still warm. I also wish that all the homework I have to do tonight was done magically.  Why can't this happen?

Andria has a show at Deerhead tonight, that should be awesome. She plays from 8PM-11PM. 

End.

Always just winning the bronze.

There is so much going on in my mind, I just don't know what to do or where to go or even where to start. 

There is def. something about this time of the year that makes me wish I had someone to watch movies and fall asleep with, cover me up after I've crashed, and then when I wake up a thousand times during the night (which I tend to do) I can just look over and feel totally comfortable. 

Anyhow, not going to happen at this time in my life, I need to accept this. I've pretty much exasperated all of my options for boys in this town. So, whatevs. 

This is how I feel about school right now. I'm so worn out but I REALLY need to jump into it and get myself prepared and motivated so I graduate and get out of Evansville.

On THAT note, I really want to move out of Evansville. I think this is something deep done inside of me that when I'm not super happy, I want to move, that's how it's been since I was a kid, I've always just moved away. Which I guess is some internal issue I need to work out for my own good. Since, I really need to live here and finish school. It's the smart thing to do. 

I hate responsibility.

Enough for now, first post.